I'm so tired of being either to happy hyper and exited for people or to down and full of negativity that people dont want to be around me I'm tired of my obsessive thoughts and not having enough confidance to think that people would wanna talk to me I'm sick of trembling and twitching so bad I can't talk , I wish I could sleep I wish I had a friend or a group of people in my town I could talk to about without them looking at me like nevermind her she's bipolar , feeling alone