I'm so tired of being alone! I want so bad to be able to phone a friend or have a friend phone me and ask if I'm ok or to be able to have someone pull into my driveway without panicking and hiding so scared I can't talk my body's in tremmors I'm sweaty my face twichs so bad I can't talk! I just want to live a normal life! I want a job I'm a hard worker! I want a friend so bad I'm tired of being alone