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  1. #1
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    My Friend the Deamon,

    Why di I keep fighting with this Deamon inside my head?
    Why don't I just listen to the words he said?
    Why don't I just give into him?
    Why don't I just let him win?
    He is such a good friend to me,
    He showed me a path that I could not see.
    Promised me no more pain, he would take it away,
    Promised me no more hurt, as long as I did not stay.
    Is to want peace and happiness in my life a sin?
    I know in the end he is going to win.
    Please my friledly Demon, take this pain away.

    If this is all there is to my life,
    If this is where I have to be,
    If this is where you want me to be,
    If this is all there is for me,
    Then I will go freely with him,
    I will let him win.
    Please take this pain away.

    What am I to you but a name,
    Just silly words on a computer screen,
    Do you ever see my tears, do you feel my pain,
    NO. So everything stays the same.
    Do you really know what I am going through?
    Do I mean anything to you?
    NO. Just silly words on a computer screen.
    Please I beg you Mr. Demon take this pain away.

    Sorry if my words upset anyone, but this is me, this is what is going on inside my head. I fight it everyday. I am too weak to fight Him. I know in the end He will win.

    Don1

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    donl,your not just a name,you are a person,you wil not give in ,none of us will,we feel your tears,we wipe them away,we feel your pain we help you with that,we know how you feel,the demon wont win ,you will,you are a wonderful man,you have me plus others, you will fight this.loads of love and hugs.xxxxxx

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    DEAR DON1
    NEVER EVER FORGET YOUR ONE GREAT BLOKE AND WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU
    HUGE HUGS TO YOU
    LOVE DINO
    XXXXXX

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    Hiya don1
    As I read this my heart goes out to you I totally understand the words you have written your not just a word on a computer screen as nor are all of us on this site we are real people, all fighting some thing that we fear everyday and with that it will make us stronger than we know and I really truly believe that one day we will be the conquerors
    not the conquered lots of love to you don1 you are a great guy and don????????t ever forget it.
    Lots of love to you
    Anna
    xxxx


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    i love you Don1. Please take care. Don't let the darkness win hun.

    Lots of love and support and cuddles

    Your friend December xxx :blink:

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    Don1 my dancing partner youre a lovely person and i dont see dark around you i see pink fluffy clouds youre such a sweetie and always there for me and everyone although be it a 5 am here cause im a night owl. Keep your chin up hun and jeep smiling youll beat this we all will.

    Love Jenx

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    Quote Originally Posted by Don1
    My Friend the Deamon,

    Why di I keep fighting with this Deamon inside my head?
    Why don't I just listen to the words he said?
    Why don't I just give into him?
    Why don't I just let him win?
    He is such a good friend to me,
    He showed me a path that I could not see.
    Promised me no more pain, he would take it away,
    Promised me no more hurt, as long as I did not stay.
    Is to want peace and happiness in my life a sin?
    I know in the end he is going to win.
    Please my friledly Demon, take this pain away.

    If this is all there is to my life,
    If this is where I have to be,
    If this is where you want me to be,
    If this is all there is for me,
    Then I will go freely with him,
    I will let him win.
    Please take this pain away.

    What am I to you but a name,
    Just silly words on a computer screen,
    Do you ever see my tears, do you feel my pain,
    NO. So everything stays the same.
    Do you really know what I am going through?
    Do I mean anything to you?
    NO. Just silly words on a computer screen.
    Please I beg you Mr. Demon take this pain away.

    Sorry if my words upset anyone, but this is me, this is what is going on inside my head. I fight it everyday. I am too weak to fight Him. I know in the end He will win.

    Don1

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    DON1 ..to READ YOUR POEM IS LIKE LISTING TO ME AND THE SONGS MY HEART CRYS OUT. THIS IS SO WONDERFUL TO ME TO KNOW YOU, SOMEHOW I FINALY GET TO BELONGS.... NO DOUBT...THIS MAKES MY HEART FULL....TO EXPERIENCE YOUR GLOW....

    I SAY I FEEL YOUR TEARS.... NO LESS THAN YOUMAY SEE MINE.. I TOO KNOW THE HUMAN IN US NEEDS TO FEEL . AND YES MY FRIEND WE ARE VERY REAL...WITH L ALL THE SAME DEEP FEARS ...TRING TO DEFINE.... IM BLUE ALTHO

    I HAVE A KEEN BELIFE ... ONE DAY WE MAY CONQURE DEMONS LIES......AND TURN ROUND ... TAKE ACTIONS FOR CHANGES A NEW .... PUT OUT OUR SMOKNG FLAME.

    WE WONT STAY BENEATH.....NO NO FOR I SEE AND FEEL AM TOUCED BY YOUR CRYS...AND EVER SOUND..REMEMBER WHAT YOU LIVE TO BE TRUE...LETS TOGETHER SHOW THE WORLD PHOBICS AWARENESS HAS A NEW FAME

    WE CAN TOGETHER MAKE THE ROOMS GROW IN A GOOD WAY! SO PLEASE MY FRIEND DO DO DO STAY AND RING THE BELLS OF SUCSESS ANOTHER DAY!
    SINCERLY PEARL
    PS YOUR THE BEST AT CHEERING UP A LOST RABIT :lol:

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    He wont win Don! Not as long as we are all here to help you thru the dark times. please dont give up babe, hang on in there it obvious here we all love you. xxx

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    DON I ,,,PLEASE DON'T GIVE IN TO THE DEMON,,,HE HAS FALSE PROMISES HE CANNOT KEEP!! I KNOW YOU CAN FIGHT BACK DON I ,,YOU HAVE THE STRENGTH,, WE ALL HAVE AN INNER STRENGTH WE DON'T EVEN KNOW WE HAVE UNTIL TIMES LIKE THESE!!!!! YOU REACH DOWN DON AND FIGHT BACK ,,, YOU WILL DEFFINATELY COME OUT THE WINNER !!! YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS ,,,I'M SORRY YOU ARE HAVING SUCH A BAD TIME ,,BUT YOU FIGHT BACK OK ,, DON !!! SENDING LOVE YOUR WAY ,,,FLORENCE XXXXXX

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