My Friend the Deamon,
Why di I keep fighting with this Deamon inside my head?
Why don't I just listen to the words he said?
Why don't I just give into him?
Why don't I just let him win?
He is such a good friend to me,
He showed me a path that I could not see.
Promised me no more pain, he would take it away,
Promised me no more hurt, as long as I did not stay.
Is to want peace and happiness in my life a sin?
I know in the end he is going to win.
Please my friledly Demon, take this pain away.
If this is all there is to my life,
If this is where I have to be,
If this is where you want me to be,
If this is all there is for me,
Then I will go freely with him,
I will let him win.
Please take this pain away.
What am I to you but a name,
Just silly words on a computer screen,
Do you ever see my tears, do you feel my pain,
NO. So everything stays the same.
Do you really know what I am going through?
Do I mean anything to you?
NO. Just silly words on a computer screen.
Please I beg you Mr. Demon take this pain away.
Sorry if my words upset anyone, but this is me, this is what is going on inside my head. I fight it everyday. I am too weak to fight Him. I know in the end He will win.