hi ye i suffer with the same problems and more im on a antidepresnt call fluoxetine it helps a lot i was in hospital for my illneses and 60mg ov fluoxetin is for ocd i tred so much to get my dream but i had to give up in the end with medication u will still have ocd but evereytime u do ur opsetions ull feel happy i tryed to fight it for many years but couldnt but i think you really could couse u ar workin im not anymore if you want to ask me any more qwestions please do jordan